~Escape~

In a way I feel like running away from what I have to face right now. Everything seems to build up on me. There are times when I forget things and be happy about it while enjoying my day but in the end, something always comes up and ruins it. Im not complain, well maybe I am, I just hated when it all goes wrong, I get mad, sad, and depress all at once or a couple of emotion at a time. I start to remeber things I don't want to think about, that triggers everything in my mind and it all just pour out all at once. Right now I just want to sleep, that's where I can just relax, and not think about anything. I tend to take a lot of nap, it true that im wasting my day but at less I can stay away from thinking too much.
I really thing to much.

Well is sunday today, got work and then I don't know what. Sunday is the most boring-est day for me. Is the last day of the week and the day where everyone seems to be free but no plans. If I don't have to work I most likely stay home all day and not don anything. I think when I finish this ill take a nap and then head to work. Working do keep me occupied but is also suck the fun out of me. I can't do a lot of things because of work. What can I say, money is money.

Now that I have so much things to remeber to do I should write them down.

Sale me old car
Find a new car
Fix my computer or buy a new one
Look up classes to change
Finish my book
Save my money
Pay back my debt
Find that cd
Make a video
Get my camcorder back
Learn to fix computer
Learn to fix cars
Etc

There's more but can't remeber right now maybe it will come up later on.

I should be a happy person, but not right now....=[